well you would normally think that the fourth of july is a holiday that everyone gets together with their family, has a massive bbq [with veggie burgers of course], sits out in the yard and watches the fireworks right? at least thats what i think of and know. well not this year no sir. im stuck here on camp by myself cause everyone left and all ive been doing is watching movies in my room again by myself. i think ive watched four so far.
im lonely. lonlier then ive ever felt. all i wanna do is snuggle up to someone and watch the fireworks. but can i do that? nope. this has probably been THE worst fourth of july ever. whatevs. tomorrow campers come and hell starts all over again and life goes on.